poem for my daughter

I never knew I could love so much, until the day I felt your touch. I softly kissed your tiny cheek, and from under your lashes I saw you peek. Your beautiful eyes so small and blue, my sweet little baby just brand new. I cannot wait to watch you grow, from your little head to your tiny toes. My daughter my love, my little joy, my little angel, my baby doll toy. I promise to love you with all my heart, I'm hear for you from the very start. I'll comfort you when you cry, I'll answer true when you ask me, Why? While you grow be sweet and kind, and show all others how much you shine.

me and aryana the day she was born 11-19-07

rain rain go away....

its raining out right now just a minute ago it was sunny... florida weather is just weird... but california is too.. so i guess theres not to much of a difference is there so why am i ranting about it who knows..... raining days are lazy days and my production level is very low.. i feel tired and sleep but yet i havent done nothing...well i have i bought some toys off of craigslist.com my current all time favorite site. if your not sure what that is its a site that local people in your area sell there belongings or services or post events or wants up on the site and locals who want to buy participate etc.. email them back. they have really good deals especially in the baby department where i would spend like 50-60 on toys and i spent 18$ one toy its self cost 20$ at wal mart how neat. saves me a bundle especially if she only plays with it once or twice i dont have that feeling like i wasted good money. ...yes im a tad bit of a penny pincher but i pinch those pennies so i could do more shopping :)

im waiting for my mom to take me to get my hair done ..im going for the victoria beckham hair doo we will see if its for me till next time ..TaTa 4 Now

WE BOUGHT OUR FIRST HOME!!

THE NEW HOME!!!!

.....GARDENING???

OKAY truthfully i never gardened before of course the minor put the seed in a pot watch it grow but that was elementary school ... i have a nack for paying attention to my flower pot for one maybe 2 days and forget bout it and well..... it dies. but now that we have this new wonderful home and i can have a garden lawn and all that stuff.... im actually going to have to stick with the whole gardening watering thing...or else i will have a ugly yard.. no one likes ugly yards its just not appealing. no my idea is set for some high expensive hopes for this whole inspirational garden idea i have.. you know the calming fountain. meditation look, japanese style i saw someones yard and it looked gorgeous. but i have a really tight budget so myabe i should start piece by piece maybe i should rake the yard?? luckily we have a man to mow the lawn saves me the sweat. im hoping i will come across anyone who knows how to garden with a green thumb .....to help me heres the look im going for


my grandma karen my dads mom has this freakin beautiful garden ..im hoping for her green thumb ....just a fast jot down thought call grandma tommorow for gardening ideas.... duhhhhh ok this is it ...hope for me to get started...and actually finish!!

Yes... i moved from sunny california to humid florida .... from whats told boring ole port richey.. well my lil family of hubby and baby are starting fresh. im making the effort adjust to these new country like settings compared to the city life im used to, looking for mommy groups putting myself out there to make friends. in hopes to find some social time for me and ary. freddy is job searching to start us some income, and in hopes he finds somethin quick i would love to see more of florida... but money is tight till we get on our feet. as of florida i get to be a stay at home mommy .. which currently sounds good to me.. and hopfully works out...if anything a part time job will be arranged in the near future or some kind o volunteer activity. my goal is to do what i need to do ... and stick with a diet!! yes.. i packed on some extra baggage and now its time to shed this blubber....!!